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Try wearing them in place where you do not know the girls. Quite often people that know us already have their minds made up about who we are and our place in their world. You have some great stuff that should be working even with people you know. Perhaps you powers of observation need honing. One of the best ways to do this happens when we are learning the correct doseage for us, we gradually up the dose over the period of a week to a month and we learn how to bserve in different ways as a consequence of dosing experiments. Its part of the fun actully. Do some reading or youtubes on body language. Changes in body language can be observed in face, chest arms, below waist legs and hips. Most of us start with watching eyes and hair, not all the signals are attraction. We need to be able to read disgust for an overdose and deception for starters.

yes, That's what he's saying the actual molecules themselves are quite stable.

Its probably ok as long as you like the new smell. I think LAL's scent packages are naturals for the most part, they are less stable than synthetics. I have an old Voodoo that changed, it still seems to work about the same for the most part. It may have lost a bit of the social aspect to it, a bit less bright and bubbly if I'm trying to be honest but usually I go straight into denial and just add a spray of something else to brighten it up. Voodoo and Bad wolf are quite different but I think the scent package has similarities. My VooDoo smells a bit like old crushed flowers instead of fresh ones.

[Choices and Decisions]

I learned a different sort of meditation that has you walking a path you are reading about and engaging every sense in each sentence before moving forward. Stories can take a while to traverse the path this way but they become very rich and internalized. I repeat every sentence one at a time back to myself, I peek at the words if I can't remember them while I roll through each sense, seeing, hearing feeling. Since we are phero, I'll mention to try to sense smells as well, and taste if it applies. My take is this lights up more places in the brain that just concentrating on one thing.

Here is another version of My SDT memory palace written as a meditation in this manner so as to help since I doubt anyone here wants to read 500 year old books.

Choices and Decisions.

[Self Determination exercises]

Most of us think we make our own choices but one look at advertising should be enough to out that theory . Propaganda, Peer pressures blah blah blah. So how can we take back our freedom. Well, slowly. One choice at a time, One decision at a time and soon we look back on our life and its a line of our own choices so our life has in effect become a life we have chosen to live and not something someone else foisted upon us for power or profit or one we have foisted upon ourselves with negative emotions, expectation or bad past experiences.

This work came about after a long in depth look at a life time of knowing I needed external validation to motivate me to do anything. In the simplest sense. I need a Boss or GF tell me what to do. I'm a slave to the dollar and pussy, have been since I was old enough to work and fuck.

This does not take to much imagination to see these as unattractive traits. Perhaps even now you are saying, that stupid cuck. A lot of times when I wear an alpha pheromone. I'm actually trying to look or feel like I run my own life.

Maslow's Hierarchy of needs tells us a number of needs need to be met before we become self actualized. I was taught in a couple courses that only a few people actually obtain it and to not bother even trying and to just be another one of the sheep. The world will show me what they want me to do. I paid for the course so I listened. Until, I saw how unattractive digging for compliments, attention and recognition with and without pheromones made me appear.

So I want to share with you some work. AI work I'll admit. I condensed a couple thousand pages Of Self Self determination theory into a couple pages. One is an explanation and another is a mental excercise to start burning these new to me questions into my brain. So far this seems to be working, I've broken through some procrastination, and also used it for a fast running mouth when I get anxious.

So I hope this helps a few people like its helping me..


Self Determination exercises

Bnol

Good topic, Hard to talk about because its so broad and means so many things to so many people. I'd say I use about 6 kinds. I've probaly experimented with another 6. Today I mostly use it to touch various powers of the unverse. The problem with talking about it openly is that your best friends push books your way about how to eliminate spiritual grandiosity, your evangelical friends send you to hell and even other fellow travelers can think you a bit dafter than they. That just happened, that book thing. Being sent to hell hasn't happened for months I was describing a Gnostic meditation that went further than elementary breathing styled meditation. Gnostics have some nasty heretical history if you breath a word in certain denominations.

I am not a fan of counting, regulated breathing or metal transmutation of various geometric shape or symbols but If I say this, there I go again, I am offending those who like that. I guess I don't really dislike them as much they are hard and don't lead me to where I want to go, namely being ablt to touch those forces I've talked about.

Some stuff works but if one jumps into it to fast, you aren't ready to relax with those forces. They can feel dangerous and perhaps even are when they split your current reality. Before one goes somewhere, they should be versed on the way back.

And then there are the dangers of isolation and enough endorphins and dopamine being produced as to become addictive. I stay away from the meditation videos and soundtracks because I can easily lose hours as well as all motivation to engage with the real world. Its a bit like people being addicted to social media. It takes a while to see the harm.

My fav spinster spelunking splash is about 5 drops badwolf and a few sprays of SOB. Besides being heavy on enone, they are both pretty energetic. brings the sparkle back in their eyes.

My responses? Aloof, better than. At the higher dose their familiarity begins to tax me. How about yours?

I got the bisexuals last weekend too. One with hairy legs. Old small Blues bar, 2 were nice and the other was the jealous type but they made sure I knew where they'd be the next weekend. I guess I was high class as far as 100 year old Blues bars go. No thanks. But I did like the bar decor, a century of old handmade musical instruments on the walls, a lot of two and three string cigar box guitars.

At low doese its very alpha for me, It suits my personal body chemistry it seems and is more attractive than enone. I feel like the center of the room, I stand erect with a bit of an in charge swagger but I'm friendly and people don't shy awaay, guys are real cool and hang around too, which gives a lot of social proofing. For a long time I just enjoyed it as a single molecule at 5. I'll have to look up what I comboed it but I remeber stuff like Dior Faherenheitsuiting it for a cover, Leather and gasoline, mature. The other combo I wore in the fall, same swagger but more of  macho woodsman vibe if worn with Wool plaids. Real nice around the mountain gals that wanted to be city.

The higher dose was ok but quite different, "Who's your daddy" but I didn't like wearing it for more than a few hours, it made me tired it seems.

Scam alert

Why do you say that. I said to watch for scalpers. To be more specific he makes in smaller quantities so people buy them up and double the price on ebay. Don't fall for that scalping. The stuff he makes has very few synthetics. I've seen the lab reports. Some synthetics to balance things out, like you can barely get real musks, Oakmoss isn't legal everywhere, Ambergris and Oud are so expensive they are barely used by designer perfumers, if at all, but his bases are real ouds, real rose, real bergamots, real vanillas etc etc. etc. Ethyl maltols whipping through the base and Ambroxan and ISO E super for foundations.

It's just hard to get if you are In the US. Maxaroma is his only US outlet and they don't discount. Almost all my fragrances are in the 3 and 4 hundred dollar range. His stuff is cheaper than that, its real, but kind of primal for daily wear.

If you can get your hands on this. Watch out for scalpers, He doesn't ship outside of UK except for Maxaroma in US. I've been screamed at and called whore at the top of a drunks lungs from 30 feet outdoors wearing the regular hard candy. almost all natural ingredients. expensive.

When he says date night he means fucking.

The XS forum has been so slow as to be unusable for a while. I stopped in yesterday and it was much improved. Its still quite slow compared to the rest of the web but I was able to get back into my Journal. Thats been a long time since I had the patience but it worked and didn't time out.

but then I noticed it working on people with higher status than me, lawyers and higher level executives. I seemed more familiar to them as I recall. The effect seemed to hit them suddenly, these were people I was acquainted with but rarely talked with.

It was an observation not a feeling. rapport, closing distance, feet pointing towards me but body twisted somewhat away. a smile, a nod, interest in my words. I don't dress like a rock star nor old money, no jewlery or peacocking except for maybe taking an iron to a shirt. Usually these people have a fake snobbery, They buy cheap business casual from box stores like myself. They are above me financially but that is all, they have more not better. I know their baselines in this particlar environment and use case. Asi I said it was inconsistent for me. These observations were on a good day. One lesbian lawyer, one post menopausal lawyer and one young cranky male frustrated doctor. Another guy was an accountant. Money not gender.

Perhaps clothes matching? I didn't figure that in. Were your experiences with people dressed like you?